Its been awhile since I have been able to churn out a "blog-worthy" post.. or at least one that seems that way to me. Today I wanna talk about how important it is to be thankful for the little things we have in life.... those little moments that we can get away, either by ourselves or as a family.
The past year we have struggled with SO many things...
financially and emotionally.
The sudden death on of my darling brother sent me in a downward spiral; I became so darkly depressed- even though I have a good job, an amazing hubby and 2 precious boys, I couldn't find happiness or peace in anything. I was angry at the person who killed my brother in the accident, furious with the girl my brother was dating who said such awful things about him, and took from him within 2 days of his death.
Im angry that my dad passed away less than 18 months prior to my brothers death.
How could we lose them both so soon?
My mom has changed, she's deeply saddened and heartbroken over my brothers death... I miss HER, she will never truly be the "same" person she was before Mikie was killed.
My point with this post is to try to look for the good in each day, no matter how SHITTY each day is.
We may only have a handful of people that surround us with love and support- thats how I feel.
I have my mom, my brother Andrew, my 2 sons and my husband- I have 2 amazing co-workers that find a way to "get me" even though they don't know how I feel inside. As for everyone else, they seemed to have dropped off the planet. "Best Friends" and other "Family" members have gotten real good at forgetting or avoiding; I will NEVER forget that!! It hurts me that Im avoided because of the pain I feel- what is wrong with people these days?
So I will look for the Little Things in my life and in the people I know who truly care... some of my blog friends have been so kind in their words on Facebook. I appreciate you all so much and love you ♥
So today I am looking at the memories in these little photos to make me smile, to make me want to "chug along" in life...
*A beautiful sunset over Silver Beach in MI- on hubby and I's little trip away*
*This amazing man, who is always there for me- he'd give me the world if he could, but all I need is his hand to walk me thru each day ♥
*A sweet sleepy smile from my youngest son ♥
*A sneaky smooch from my soon to be 10 year old son who doesn't think its cool to kiss his momma anymore ♥
*Being able to make my mom smile and have some fun, even in the saddest of times; warms my heart! ♥
*My children getting along and finding pleasure in lifes little things too ♥
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Hope you are having a wonderful weekend!
Love,
Noelle ♥
6 comments:
Big hugs! But it sounds like you have a lot to be thankful for, despite the difficulties. I hope you can continue to think happy thoughts! :)
Hello dear Noelle:-)
I've just come back from a trip to meet a couple of blogging friends and was just thinking how much I'd love to meet you and your mom as well!! Hopefully one day we will be able to:-)
Both you and your mom are always so much in my mind and in my heart. Losing a loved one so suddenly as you did, it's no wonder it brought on depression and deep down sadness. That's something that will take a long time to overcome but you do have the right attitude in that you can still see how very blessed you are. As you say, sometimes it's the little things that can mean so much. Too often we take life so much for granted.
Big hugs and love to you and your family. xoxo
Prayers for you and your family that you will soon find more and more happiness in the small things in life.
Those photos of the boys are priceless memories for you. Glad that you and hubs got to have a little away and me time.
Hugs sweet friend.
Hey sweet girl! What a great pic of you and the hubs! I always love your jewelery. Glad you were able to get away for a little trip!
I just hate how North americans don't "allow" grief anymore. People are just expected to "get over it and move on". :( You and your mom are still in my thoughts and prayers. You are loved of God and by many friends. ♥
I hope some good things will happen for you this summer!
PsYou're always so good at decorating your blog so cute!
Awe, I'm trying, but this is the worst loss of life - your child. Hopefully now that Marc is home you can re-bond and keep him n your heart, he is sad too. Love,Mom
It's been so long since I've read blogs. I hope all is well, Noelle! I am so sorry for the loss of your father and brother! That is so very, very sad! I'm glad you have some wonderful people in your life to help support you in your time of need. Take care of yourself. Thinking of you!!!
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