Here it goes again, it seems like it happens every couple months...
my FUNK!
I am SO hating this semester of school anymore, I cannot focus or find descent time to study. Like right now the kids are running around downstairs, being LOUD!
So its not good time to study or try to write a paper; I just need to vent!
The weather has been cruddy the past couple days, I've been having a NOT fun visit from Aunt Flo (she's always a downer), just a lot of mixed emotions running through my head.
We are just about broke...
hubby isn't making any money at his job anymore, business is SO down:(
I constantly feel the pressure to GET A REAL JOB!
Doing what?
I've waitressed, worked in daycare, taught preschool, worked in retail...
none of those jobs make MONEY!
So do I give up school for awhile?
How did I get to and from work?
We still have only one vehicle!
I'm so frustrated and depressed!!
My hubby just doesn't get how stressed I am with all that I am trying to do...
I started the Dove Chocolate Discoveries business to make money but its moving along a bit slow; and we have to wait for our paychecks:(
I hate when I feel like this,
I feel like no one around me understands.
I have NO motivation to do anything...
housework, school work, anything!
I think I'm gonna disappear from blog land for a few days to try to clear my head;
I love reading about everyone's wonderful crafts, exciting lives, etc...
but lately this UGLY feeling of jealousy is sweeping over me!
What have my hubby and I done in life that was so bad that we have to STRUGGLE the way that we do?
Neither of us can catch a break with a new good job.
I just don't understand when this sickening challenges will cease?
Why can't we have ONE just ONE easy day for once?
Hmmmppphhh, sorry to lay this all out for you.
Its just me, my thoughts and I needed to let them go.
Thanks for all your support and love ♥
Noelle
7 comments:
Sweetie, I know how tough it is! I am older and we still struggle to pay the bills and we have one car between the two of us! Trust God and go with Him! He will never fail or forsake you! Stay in school and you will have no regrets! I am so sorry I never finished and so does my hubby! Like is hard, my mother use to say, pray harder! You are such a beautiful awesome woman with a beautiful family. Those boys are so darn cute I could eat them with a spoon! I love boys! My girls gave me fits, my boys rolled with the punches. Talk to me any time. I know time are tough. I will send bloggers your way you are are ready to come back. I have a friend who complains about everything, lives in a perfectly perfect home and is miserable as the day is long! I struggled with my Princess House business waiting for those checks but you may have the opportunity to meet people who can help you re balance some things. You never know! I will pray for you and the family, I have grown to love you here on line and I talk about you to my daughter Noelle! You are so precious to me! Hang in there because things happen for a raise. I know it is hard to live. I freak out still today and then I catch my breathe...Hang in there and I will be back to check on you sweetheart! God Bless You! Anne
Aw! I wish you lived by me cause we would hang out! First things first, everyone typically only posts the happy parts of life. In the past week, I've dealt with people I want to punchintheface at CHURCH, a boss who's driving me crazy, and it seems like I never have enough time anymore to do the things I want (or need) to do.
Have you thought about opening an etsy or ebay shop? What about a work-at-home job? This site seems legitimate: http://www.wahm.com/jobs.html
Hang in there, girl!
Oh sweetie! I am so sorry. I do get it. I have a job I really like BUT I need another one to make ends meet. I cannot find one because I have limited time and no one wants to work around that! Things will happen in time and you will get things done. My sister and her husband (&4 kids) are in the same boat. She is in school and he is not working. I hope you can get out of your funk! You guys will be ok and try not to focus on the stress ( I know easier said than done) when I get in these moods I have to work to get myself out. You will I know!
Hugs, Lisa
I felt like I just read about my life!
If getting ahead was just about working hard My Hubby and I would be rich!
But we just get by and I have to be gald for that.
I have to enjoy little things,Really little things,No treats or indulgences,Appart form a Hot cuppa and a Nice cake or something.
It does get you down to plod along all the time,But dust yourself off and Press on.
Praying for you now, dear Noelle that your head will clear and that your heart will be encouraged! ♥ ♥ ♥
Oh honey, I know how you feel. I say the same thing to Glenn...why can't we just catch a break? I do so wish we lived closer...I don't have many friends by me and I do think it would help if I did. I definitely think you should stay in school. I so wish I could help you!
Big hugz...and try to have a great weekend!
Michele
Sending ((Big Hugs)) your way. Sometimes a hug is says more than any words I can say. Praying for you guys.
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