Saturday, January 30, 2010

too much sadness:(

Hey girls,

Its been a hectic week and to top it all of we had to have our kitty Maxie put to sleep yesterday:(
She's the one that I mentioned has been fighting kidney failure for a couple months now.
We took her into the vet cause she wasn't eating, or able to go potty; we also found her throwing up green bile. In the past couple months she's gone from almost 10 lbs in weight to 5.5 lbs yesterday:( 
The vet told us there isn't anything more we could do, her kidney values were tripled.

So she will be cremated and we will keep her here with us in our home.
Its sad without her cute lil face and sweet demeanor here.




My oldest son is so heartbroken by this too. 
He was sooo attached to her.

We will miss you so much lil miss Maxie ♥

I've been very sad thinking about my dad a lot lately too, I was praying so hard that this New Year would bring hope, peace and happiness to our family. So far its been very rough.

I am trying to go back to work full time as well. I cannot take this financial struggle anymore. 
I applied for a job at a school nearby my home as a Title 1 Instructional Assistant, which would require me to do tutoring with 2nd graders and most likely more work than just tutoring. It would be a school year position which would leave my summers free which would be GREAT!!
I am a bit worried about trying to take college classes and work more as well.
But I know its something I need to do.

So please cross your fingers for me!!

Noelle ♥

23 comments:

Unknown said...

Oh sweetie, I am so sorry about your kitty. He is such a cutie pie!! My heart breaks for all of you, I know it is so hard to lose a pet. I am so sorry you are so sad right now. I wish there was something i could do to help. I wish you the best of look with your job application, it sounds perfect for you!!
Big Hugs,
Amy

Vickie said...

Oh man! I am so sorry about your kitty:( I know you were hoping that this year would be different but you might have to give yourself some time.

Good luck in getting the job! Having your summers off would be nice. Also if there is a snow day you don't have to worry about finding babysitters!!

Yup! Crossing my fingers!

Wolfe's den said...

oelle,
I am so sorry to hear about your sweet cat!!!
Good luck in all you do!!
I know you'll do great!!
Jenn~

capperson said...

I'm soo sorry to hear about the kitty and my fingers are crossed :)

Dan said...

I am so sorry about your kitty. I know that much be so hard. I will pray that peace returns to your life very soon. Take Care! ~Dan~

A Bite of Country Cupcakes said...

Noelle Hunny There just must be a silver lining out there waiting for you.
I hope it finds you soon,Chin up and I am just a email away,Whinge,cry,laugh I will happily listen:)

Brenda Eason said...

Im so sorry sweetie.My favorite cat we had was in our house fire and survived,but later he his kidneys started doing the same thing. I just love my babies too.
There are days I miss mom so much,but I will say time does heal. When others told me that I said yea right you don't understand! I do hun and I wish i could help.
For the job and finances just pray and wait on God to answer.That is what I had to do and it is hard,but you are strong!
Love ya

Lori said...

I've cried on and off for two days. Now Kitty is acting weird. Andrew is driving me crazy saying were cursed! Geesh! Those little furballs have such a way of melting my heart. Later,luv, Mom

Annesphamily said...

I am sorry about your precious pet. My daughter Rebekah has Tinkerbell, a poodle, who is suffering from liver disease. I started my blog in dedication to her. It is so hard to lose a pet. Best of luck in your job search. Prayers will be plentiful for you & yours.

The Queen of Clearance said...

good luck on the job! I am so sorry to hear about your cat, it made me cry because we just found out the dog I have had since I was 12 has cancer. We are looking over our options now...but it doesnt look good and I am really upset over it. Also I am so sorry that you are feeling down about your father. That is going to take a long time to heal. Message me on facebook if ya need to talk!

mia said...

I'm so sorry about your kitty~I hope she is lazing about in Kitty Heaven with all my cats. We have our doggie 'Poppy' resting here with us~it just felt right that she should come home....sending you the hugest of hugs...

Anonymous said...

Oh my! I can't believe all the posts I'm missing! Sorry! Another computer around here sure would be nice!

So sorry about poor Maxie. :( I still get teary eyed over pets I've known and lost.

I hope a rest will come for your family soon, Noelle! For some reason, we all have to go through crummy times where everything just seems like too much and you feel *SO* ready for it all to stop! Those are the times that I've learned to find joy and even fun in the midst of sorrow. It seems like that would be impossible but with God nothing is. ♥

Unknown said...

so sorry for your loss, breaks my heart. mishelle

Unknown said...

Noelle~ I am sorry to hear of your sadness... bummer! I am sorry about your cat too. It is always especially hard for children, hugs and loves.

I am wishing you much encouragement for school and a job, you can do it, be strong and hang on. Have a great Sunday. JGG

Susan said...

Sorry to hear about your cat. So hard to say goodbye to a pet.

I'm wishing you better days and more smiles.

(Hugs)

Christie said...

I'm so sorry about Maxie. Those furry friends hold such a special place in our hearts. God Bless you and your sweet family...You are in my prayers. God knows your needs. Hang in there.
Big Hugs,
Queenie

Jessi said...

I am so sorry about your kitty :( So so sad. Saying a little prayer for your family.

Good luck with the job. I hope you get it. It sounds like a position that has a great schedule.

Carole Burant said...

Oh dear, I'm so sorry to hear of your loss:-( Losing a beloved pet is never easy and are missed so much. You made the right decision to have her put down, though, otherwise she would just have suffered. I so wish you only happiness in your life but unfortunately sadness has to poke its head in once in a while.

Hopefully you can get that job you've applied for. I think you need 3 of you to do everything you have to do in a day!!!

Sending you big hugs. xoxo

sanjeet said...

I wish you the best of look with your job application, it sounds perfect for you!!

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Kate said...

I'm so sorry to hear about your kitty. Your poor boys...

I hope you get that job for sure!!!

LynnB said...

Awww ... it's so sad when you lose a pet that is so loved. I'm so sorry for you and the boys. :(

Good luck on the job hunt.

Katie said...

I am so sorry to hear about your kitty! I know when that times comes around it's going to be very hard for ER. She's so attached to ours. I'm also to hear it's been hard for you all around. Good luck on the job application, struggling is no fun at all.

Nishant said...

I wish you the best of look with your job application, it sounds perfect for you!!

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